I love to watch him

I sit here watching Cash smiling and laughing at one of our dogs that is licking herself. Now, he is trying to eat a pillow that is in front of him. Earlier he was trying desperately to get a tag off of a toy. He was so patient and intense. He is sitting up so good now with only a little support. He cried a minute ago when I walked out of the room. He turned 5 months on Monday and he is growing so fast! I didn't think it was possible but I love him more and more every single day. He is addicted to bananas and cries when we take away his frozen banana the other day. Tonight we try sweet potatoes!!

Lord Have Mercy

LORD HAVE MERCY I love my little boy. I watch him grow more and more each day and it blows my mind how fast he learns things. I wonder where all the time has gone. I don't remember him as a teeny tiny 6pds 14oz. I lay beside him and wait for him to go to sleep and I stare at his chubby little hands moving all over the place until he relaxes and all I do is think, "he is mine, this baby is mine. I created him inside of me. I have never loved anyone the way I love him". I pray everyday that God keeps him healthy, doesn't take him away from me prematurely and I don't have to leave him prematurely. I can't wait to see what kind of person he will be and hopefully I can teach him how to be a kind, giving and honest person. I thank God that he brought me P because I couldn't raise him without him. He is the most hardworking, selfless person I know. I know without a doubt he would do anything for me and Cash.

LORD HAVE MERCY I am truly blessed.

I think I can I think I can

Cash rolled over by himself twice and now he could care less about rolling over.

He tries to pull himself to a sitting position but doesn't have enough strength to sit up.

Cash has been teething since he was 3 months old but still hasn't broken a tooth.

He's getting pretty good at holding his bottle but he's not professional yet.

He would rather stand than sit.

I'm not ready for him to be a big boy just yet.

I love

I love being drenched in drool.
I don't mind being spit up on.
Poopy diaper blowouts make me laugh.
Pee fountains crack me up.
I love the instantaneous ceasing of crying as soon as that nipple gets close to his mouth,
It makes me smile every time I hear him squeal.
When he smiles at me, my heart skips a beat.
When he laughs, I laugh harder.
The way he opens his mouth for a kiss when my face gets close to his makes my heart melt.
I'm truly at peace when I put my mouth on his and he closes his eyes just a little and he is so still.
He never ceases to amaze me with his discoveries everyday and how fast he is growning.

I love him like I have never, could never, will never ever love someone.